Friendship cannot last forever

Friendship? What is friendship? I thought friends can help you, listen to you, care for you, stand by you when I face any problems. But definitely NO. That's what I see that my friends around me act. Sometimes you feel they are really good and keep helping you in many kind of things. But they said you utilize them. I only can say I'm too dumb to think you are a good person. I never thought you will say that word. Although I always "I'm okay" but it doesn't mean I'm really okay. Now I will never easily trust anyone. I still have family and God. Mum is right. You don't need lots of friends but try to seek for those who are real for you. I'm glad. Still got some high school friends and squad. It's been years we know each other. 
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Relationship? Well, I have to admit that I really need to find a soulmate haha! But I really hope I can find a person who really understands me and accept all my flaws. Just society nowadays need pretty face and money. Well, that cannot buy happiness. Just have faith on myself ;)

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Studies? Life? Career? Will be a final year student soon. Time flies. Feeling old. *mehhhh* People used to look art students nothing. I admit it I did it when I'm a kid. But now I am an art student hah! I really hope people can love art and learn it. It can be a career, although it really needs time. Dentist, pharmacy, lawyer, doctor, teacher yeah they're really important for our society but I feel arts are more important. Art can train your patience and you can be more humble in learning new things. I just hope one day my kids can learn both ballet and music. That will be perfect for me ;) 

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Feeling glad still have a blog for me to write all my unhappiness. See ya. 

Miss Home|Family

Well, say goodbye to 2015 and welcome 2016! This is my very first to celebrate New Year in UMS. The feeling is really different and I really missed home. Never thought I will come to UMS to continue my degree course and thank God that some of my hometown friends are here with me. Really thankful and appreciate everyone!

When i got the offer letter from UMS, I felt happy and excited. I don't know what to do and I just felt "FINALLY YAY! I AM A UNIVERSITY STUDENT! " But when I arrived here, I really like OMGGGG! This is the hostel I'm going to live for these two semesters? Definitely, that was the first time I terribly miss home. I miss my mum and my sister ;( 

But after a tiring orientation week, I really use to this environment and I met some new friends. They helped me a lot and I felt thankful. If God didn't help me to overcome these obstacles I think I really cannot stand it anymore. 

Friends started to busy their uni life, so do I. Never know that music course will be so tiring and have to squeeze time to practice our pieces. We have to learn new things in a fast mode and we have to be alert and do research for everything. Everything was in a rush and I do lost my way. I felt tired and I really eager to go home. Desperately. 

But luckily I joined Roman Catholic youth group and they taught me a lot. We learned how to be tolerant and be patient. Prayer is really important and that is the first thing I learned to do when I come to university. Without God, I really cannot overcome difficulties. So I appreciate everything around me. 

Now everyone is preparing for final exams then we will start our semester break. University is a great place to learn how to be independent and learn to decide everythings by ourselves. Will be home within two weeks, I can smell Chinese New Year is around the corner. Really eager to meet some old friends. 

See you all soon. ✌🏼️

Ballet Life

Never thought that ballet will be a part of my life. When I was 5 years old, my mum brought me to attend ballet baby class and no doubt it was totally amazing and fun! I think that time I really dreamt to be a ballerina *heh heh* 
Okay, so for a ballerina BUN is a must for us. Oh wait wait, not the bun we can eat but the hairstyle peeps hehe!! And carry on with leotard, tights and of course ballet shoes :) Every girls dream to dance well and wear on the prettiest tutu, so do I :D 
Well, what I missed most was 2012 ballet concert that was held by my ballet academy. Practice makes perfect :) Here are some photos sharing and these photos are taken by my friend's uncle. Really really appreciate it <3 

Okay, so this one of photo that the dance called "The Lotus". This was a cheorograph by my ballet teacher and I do love this dance beacuse it was very Chinese feel and I can express as much as I can. 

This is one of the scene from the dance called "Beauty and the Beast". This is one of my friend that she is acting a ROSE that was inviting others to dance together. 

Okay hello there, the first one is ME heh! Sorry that I didn't laugh as I was quite nervous that time and this was the scene from the dance "Beauty and the Beast". I am acting one of the fairies that are going to help the prince to break the spell. 

This is one of my friend who is acting as the main character in the dance "Beauty and the Beast". She is looking for the prince and find for her true love.

Okay, and this the part called "Waltz". We need to practice partnering and this really take us lots of time, 

And this is the dance called "Yang Ge" in chinese accent. This is a traditional dance and unfortunately I did not join this dance as I am not in time to practice it. How sad *sniffs*

This is the dance that was a classic cheorograph by my ballet teacher. "The Ugly Duckling"

One of the scene of the dance. 

This is one of the scene when the ugly duckling don't have any place to go home and the snow falls.

This is the scene that the ugly duckling turned to a beautiful swan. But she do not have confident to look at her own appearance.

One of the scene for the swan part. Me and my friend, Phoebe.

The concert ends. I miss this fellow and she will be my best partner forevarrrr ;)

     

终于,我已经到了2開頭的女生。好感慨啊,生活上要學习獨立。爸爸妈妈也渐渐開始體力大不如从前。我有时候就想,如果爸爸妈妈一辈子在身边該多好? 可以不要离开家里吗? 可是,这是绝对不可能的事情。

妈妈总是问我:有没有男生朋友啊? 长大了,是时候看看身边的人事物了。可是我总是回答说:妈妈,陪在你身边不好吗? 有你,有爸爸和姐姐就好了呀。可是妈妈总是说:女生一定要找到自己喜欢的人在一起啊,妈妈总有天会老的。每次说到这里,眼眶会忍不住的泛滥泪水。现在,也是要上大学的时候想到一个人要出去外面自己打拼,都是舍不得这里的一切,当然包括我的从小就想实现的梦想:芭蕾舞蹈员。

愿主可以讓家人平安喜乐😇💞

Things will go better

I believe that things will go better. Somehow, we will face some hindrances in our life. But, no worries people. Trust God, He will guide us anytime :)

Things went into weird situations, friends aren't getting closer like before. I don't know why and what to do. Is it my problem? Haih

Left 4 months then I will officially graduate from pre-u course. Hope everything goes smoothly and I just wanna graduate in a peaceful way, which means please don't happen anything on me. Just let me take a deep breath and study well and get into a local university that's all what I wished.

Hope everything will be fine. :)

Chinese New Year Memories #1

Hello guys , I'm back ! It's really been a while I didn't update my blog >< Busy with tons of works and assignments !! Well , last month I just had a nice new year spent with my family and lovely ones . Unfortunately , my dear Wen piggy didn't come back for this cny *sobs* 
Alright then , Chinese New Year is a traditional celebration for chinese races :) We will decorate our house with red lanterns , red packets , Chinese traditional flower which is called Mei Hua . After a year , we are the first race to celebrate this lovely celebration :D Friends and relatives will come back to hometown to have reunion dinner with family members . Same goes to my family hehe :3 My dad , sister and brother came back to celebrate cny and it was pretty great to spend my time with them and finally I can just leave my homeworks for few days T.T 
Now , here let me show you all the photos I took for this Chinese New Year celebration !! :D 

This is what reunion dinner called :D

This is what they called : Lao Sheng :D

Video for the Lao Sheng part haha , sorry my brother half body was naked xD 

The war starts !!! 

My cute little nephew :3

Do re mi fa so la .....

Jiejie loves you muah :3

One of the photo photo :D

Well , I guess it's time to say goodbye :D See you all next time , bye bye all ! Saranghaeyo and joshimhaeyo :D 

December . Live . Love . Life ;)

Overnight with friends :) 
Hello guys , it's been a while I didn't update my blog . Well , I spent my holidays by going to YC camp . It's like a strange thingy for me because I never go to camp before . Well , this time I tried to step forward to try it . 
Actually it's quite fun and I knew more about Jesus . He saved us from our sins and asked us to forgive others trespasses . We have to do it because He is our saviour , our God . 
After I came back from camp , I went to join my church Christmas procession and it's a rainy day again . Although all of us were wet but we all enjoy it :) 
Next , three lil piggies were in the house ! Two of my dear friends came my house to stay overnight . Really glad to have them in my life ! Well that's all about my holidays bye ! ;) 

Three lil piggies , oinks ! :3 

This is the candles that arranged by the committees in the YC camp . Pretty right ? It's our healing section :) 

Christmas procession with YC friends :)